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| Happy Valentine's Day
Be My Valentine <3
the way your hand was interlocked with mine,
it just made me realize how incredible you are.
I`ve Always
Believed In You.
Every girl wants to feel like the person she is... is enough. Thank you for making me feel like that. You`ve seen all my moods..you know how I am. You laugh at all my stupid jokes & sympathize with all my problems, no matter how petty they may be. You let me be whoever I want to be. & you like me anyway. That really does mean the world to me.
All I Want for Valentine`s Day ;
is a [ sweet kiss ] & a never ending hug
DEFiNiTiON OF PERFECT;
[every moment i`m with you]
i love the way my heart skips
a beat every time we kiss
if ever there is a tomorrow when we're not
together, there is something you must always
remember. you are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem, and smarter than
you think. but the most important thing is,
even if we`re apart, i`ll always be with you.
- Winnie The Pooh
he`s not the kind you date..
he`s the kind you marry.
forever isn't long enough for what we have
OH VALENTINE,
i want to feel your hips pressed up against mine
Your Mistakes
Are A Cycle,
You`ll Never Learn.. when it comes down to love,
you risk nothing or everything.
that`s just how it is.
what`s even worse than ignoring
my friends` warnings
is that i ignored my own warnings
to myself that this might happen.
I can`t handle being friends with you right now.
it`s not completely cause of what you did to us, to me.
but you`re a constant reminder to me of what I did to myself.
i chose to believe you, believe every word that came out of your mouth.
& i wouldn`t be sitting here with mascara staining my cheeks
if i didn`t believe you. so when it`s easier to blame you,
i know that i`m the one to blame for my own broken heart.
So now life doesn`t really matter
It`s all just crash & burn
People are so moral-less
& never seem to learn They`re The Perfect
Couple. He Lies &
She Believes.
Ya know, it`s starting to hit me. Tomorrow I register for my last year of high school..I start the last year of my life as a child..& become a young adult who`s ready to begin the rest of her life. & to tell you the truth, it's a little scary. Sure it`s exciting, but it`s still scary to think that one of these days, I won`t have the comforts of high school..protecting me from the real world. These walls that have surrounded me for the last 12 years aren`t going to be there anymore..& I can`t help but wonder ;; am I ready for the change?
I feel so horrible for you. You did a terrible thing. You fell in love with me. I have so much sorrow for you, cause there`s something you don't know yet. Not to long from now you`ll realize I`m a mess ; not worth dealing with, & the pretty smiles were simply facial expressions & nothing more. You`ll realize I`m not who you thought I was, & you`ll wish you never fell for me.
I`m going to smile my best smile &
I`m going to laugh like it`s going out of style.
I look into his eyes, & I pray that he doesn`t see ;;
that learning to live again is killing me
I know how it feels to hear something funny & not laugh
& to have all the love in the world yet feel so alone
I know how it feels to have nowhere to go for comfort
& the people who should comfort you the most are the ones
who you can't see & be happy around at the same time;
how it feels to act so much that you can barely tell
where you begin & the fake you ends
to look in the mirror & not be able to fathom
how anyone could ever love you..
when you can`t love yourself.
I know how it feels.
I know what it`s like to have
nowhere to go to escape yourself,
but I can promise you one thing ::
running won`t make anything better.
you`ll only think it will..
but it won`t.
I`ve tried..  
 
 
 
 
 
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| and also number one why would you kick me in the vaginaOW! and number two why is my vagina so low? 
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| So i'm thinking that it's time for a new layout, since I got one on MySpace last night. I just went and looked at a bunch, and subscribed to ones I like so I could choose and pick from them in the future if I want to use them then instead. And I think you should give me some feedback. So here's the options (in no particular order)::
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So I think you should vote on which you think I should use. Those're links, by the way. And by the way... today was amazing. I fucking love it there. I can't wait for college!
Of course she's going to say she's happy for you
and flash that famous smile.
But look into those blue eyes
and baby, you broke her. 
Time flies. Time waits for no man.
Time heals all wounds.
All any of us wants is more time.
Time to stand up, time to grow up,
time to let go. Time. 
We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves,
staying up later than the streetlights,
promising what never could be.
I can't be anything without you. 
I get false hopes that you love me,
and give false signs that I don't love you. 
so kiss me babe.
with no intention of stopping. 
the next time my name's about
to roll off your tongue, choke on it bitch. 
you never think that the last
time is the last time. you never
think there won't be more.
you think you have forever
but you dont.
-- grey's anatomy 
did you picture her face while looking at me?
tell me, how was i supposed to know
you'd let me down so hard. 
Not today, not tomorrow,
but someday I will understand
that there won't be another chance  
nothing of me is original.
i am the combined effort of everybody i've ever known.  
it's hard to talk to ex boyfriends
because you have to face the
reality that he's not yours anymore  
We used to be able to talk about everything,
but now it's impossible to even start a
decent conversation with you.
You can't deny it, things have changed.
We've grown apart, and you have to face
the fact that I will no longer be there every
single time you need me,
just like you're not there every
single time I need you.
The truth is what it is,
and that is I do not have anymore
respect for you as an individual now.
You are just another face in the crowd.  
You didn't love the boy too much
you loved him too well,
and at our age some people
just don't know what to do with that.  
&& there was a time when
i knew nothing of back seats & broken hearts  
You're talking to the girl who has
laughed, sobbed, loved, cried,
smiled, yelled, screamed, sang,
and has made it through it all  
sometimes you have to forget how you
feel and remember what you deserve.  
Put your body against mine so I can feel your heart beat.  
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| Girl tonight you look so pretty... Guess who gets to go to Ohio State tomorrow? Me me me!!! Can you tell i'm frickin pumped? I have to leave super early, which means getting up super early and getting ready then sleeping on the way down, but whatever. We have to be there at 8:30am. Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud? Plus I get to go to the Ohio State vs. Northwestern game on November 11. Yay yay yay! And I'm really hoping on winning tickets to the Michigan game too, that'd be frickin amazing and I would like die. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay? Umm basically I think that's all I wanted to say. Senior year is going quite amazing. Went to David's bonfire last night, and me and Erik were the only ones there the whole time. Steve && his girlfriend Michelle showed up for about 10 mins. But can you say a-w-k-ward with me && Erik? Oh my shit! super awkward ma'am. I don't know how hard this wind will blow... I need a job...  
Partytillyourparentscomehome  
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
<3 Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night ;
Had I known how to save a life  
What hurts the most ; was being so close
&& having so much to say + watching you walk away
&& never knowing , what could have been ______</3
&& not seeing that loving you is what I was tryin’ to do  
 
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