Every girl wants to feel like the person she is... is enough. Thank you for making me feel like that. You`ve seen all my moods..you know how I am. You laugh at all my stupid jokes & sympathize with all my problems, no matter how petty they may be. You let me be whoever I want to be. & you like me anyway. That really does mean the world to me.

All I Want for Valentine`s Day ;
is a [ sweet kiss ] & a never ending hug

DEFiNiTiON OF PERFECT;
[every moment i`m with you]

i love the way my heart skips
a beat every time we kiss

if ever there is a tomorrow when we're not
together, there is something you must always
remember. you are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem, and smarter than
you think. but the most important thing is,
even if we`re apart, i`ll always be with you.
- Winnie The Pooh

he`s not the kind you date..
he`s the kind you marry.

forever isn't long enough for what we have

OH VALENTINE,
i want to feel your hips pressed up against mine

when it comes down to love,
you risk nothing or everything.
that`s just how it is.

what`s even worse than ignoring
my friends` warnings
is that i ignored my own warnings
to myself that this might happen.


I can`t handle being friends with you right now.
it`s not completely cause of what you did to us, to me.
but you`re a constant reminder to me of what I did to myself.
i chose to believe you, believe every word that came out of your mouth.
& i wouldn`t be sitting here with mascara staining my cheeks
if i didn`t believe you. so when it`s easier to blame you,
i know that i`m the one to blame for my own broken heart.


So now life doesn`t really matter
It`s all just crash & burn
People are so moral-less
& never seem to learn

They`re The Perfect

Couple. He Lies &

She Believes.

Ya know, it`s starting to hit me. Tomorrow I register for my last year of high school..I start the last year of my life as a child..& become a young adult who`s ready to begin the rest of her life. & to tell you the truth, it's a little scary. Sure it`s exciting, but it`s still scary to think that one of these days, I won`t have the comforts of high school..protecting me from the real world. These walls that have surrounded me for the last 12 years aren`t going to be there anymore..& I can`t help but wonder ;; am I ready for the change?

I feel so horrible for you. You did a terrible thing. You fell in love with me. I have so much sorrow for you, cause there`s something you don't know yet. Not to long from now you`ll realize I`m a mess ; not worth dealing with, & the pretty smiles were simply facial expressions & nothing more. You`ll realize I`m not who you thought I was, & you`ll wish you never fell for me.

I`m going to smile my best smile &
I`m going to laugh like it`s going out of style.
I look into his eyes, & I pray that he doesn`t see ;;
that learning to live again is killing me

I know how it feels to hear something funny & not laugh 
& to have all the love in the world yet feel so alone
I know how it feels to have nowhere to go for comfort
& the people who should comfort you the most are the ones
who you can't see & be happy around at the same time;
how it feels to act so much that you can barely tell
where you begin & the fake you ends
to look in the mirror & not be able to fathom
how anyone could ever love you..
when you can`t love yourself.
I know how it feels.
I know what it`s like to have
nowhere to go to escape yourself,
but I can promise you one thing ::
running won`t make anything better.
you`ll only think it will..
but it won`t.
I`ve tried..